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Monday, October 31, 2005
okies, chinese 'o's are over, and that is starting to make me sad... i mean, like 'o's were the last barrier that 409'05 had to face together, i mean, sec4 faewell is so not a barrier and netball carn is over, makes me very sad... it is like sec sch years are really coming to an end...thank you nikki charlene xinwei abby ally for celebrating end of chinese papers and belated bdae with me, really luv you all... but oh my gosh, the movie was soooo waaayyy too taxing, like totally tired me out... from start to end like tickticktick BOOM and then tickticktick BOOMMMMM again... whoah... right from the start! but it was a really good show(:
guess was im doing now?? as in other than blogging?? (my sis play piano tt's y i can't use the piano, not my fault i neva play right??)
hee(: im listening to andy lau(: whee!! hee!! no laughing (especially nikki!!)
tsk, but the songs not really very nice, he just looks good and acts well, only a few of his songs nice... like the famous ah-ah gei wo yi bei wang qing shui and lian xi...
wikes... i can't scan the doc in!! how come!
sighz, anyway.. going off now.. i want to load my photos onto to comp but new comp haven't installed the program yet...
hee~! cheers~!
Thursday, October 27, 2005
i promised myself to abstain frm my comp frm ysterdae till mon, but juz now i saw sm1 online and then she told me to read a fic so i prob can't keep my promise...argh!!
to all 409ians and prob any1 else who is taking o level hcl... good luck w mugging!!
oh yes, anyone who is taking o level sth good luck!!
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
i take back my previous post cos i dun want to propagate information.. dunnoe whether im allowed to or not...sorry to the pple who were very fast in seeing my blog, pls do not anyhow pass it around...
so sorry to dang1 shi4 ren2, although he or she prob doesn't know it yet...
tt's all...
wun do anything stoopid like tt anymore...
the post you see below is edited...
she was a cheerful girl, who used to sit beside me
we would giggle about the stupidest things ever
commenting about ms han's dress sense,
marvelling at the expense of her closet
she almost did not repeat any of her shirts
we would play stupid games together
wacking at each other
see who can hit the hardest
[nat too(:]
we would compete with each other
see who can finish work the fastest
[she made me work hard]
[i hope i did the same to her too]
she used to design many costumes in class
and ask me for my comments
i would tell her what i think
maybe i'll buy the clothes she design in the future
sec 4 is a heart wrenching year
when we would have to change class again
when we would have to meet new people
make not friends
and say goodbye to our old friends
that may not happen
i thought that would not happen to us
cos we're all moving up together
but still...
cheryl, i will always remember you
Artist: Richard Marx and Donna Lewis Lyrics
Song: At the Beginning Lyrics
We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start
Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart
Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.
special thanks to chio bu who taught me this song in beijing while we were walking frm ren da to dang dai... we realli got to become much closer during that period of time, right? lao gong?
whoah, my comp hung, good thing got auto save... hee(:
yesterday was the 1st anniversary of comp service with yishun tuition center, learnt a lot from my experience there and i believe i grew up too... i learnt how to deal with people, how to be more patient when explaining maths queations... hem, hem hee, and also know how to manage time.. i hope that next year i will be able to do the same and continue to tuition there [cos if not very bad, leave all the kids in the lurch] but then trying to figure out how jc life would be..
hmm, still thinking of whether to take up 1H3 only or 2H3s... heehee, i dunnoe, mr tai said that can change my combination next year and drop a subject to H1 so as to free up 1 unit for H3 but then that might also mean that i will have to change class when that happens... not exactly the best situation, i mean, i wouldn't want to change class!! have to change PW groups, closesst friend and wat nots... hmmm...
comments?? i really need help deciding, good thing that still can change my mind before dec 19.. hees
erps, 2dae had camp icebreakers... shall i say more, i was quite disappointed... response was terrible, there was silence, no one spoke, everyone gave fake laughs, then pple tok abt other stuff when other pple toking... and we haven't even settled on our group name!! urghs... i think denise and i are quite sad... makes me wonder whether im that terrible at facilitating.. it's like hallo?? we're toking here?? but then no one replies, or rather they reply but dun give...
urghs!!! i shant say more, sulling my blog entry.. zhixu has made a pledge to herself to be happy and stay happy~!
hahaha [can hear myself laughing at myself] tt's like sooo super lame... im very stressed abt ss proj which is due tmr and which im supposed to be chionging not [sheepish grin] and then there is leadership camp which denise and i are facil-ing and yes, i have already commented of our first impression of them. but dun worry, we have plans ;) hee, and ideas of how to make things work more smoothly, maybe every1 quiet cos 1st time tok to pple they dunnoe and oso tok abt unimportant things, like zhixu like purple... and i must say that our idea of icebreakers were realli lame.. like chen2 nian2 lao2 jiu3... used dunnoe how mani times b4 alrr... but im thinking of more ice breakers now!! cos we need [ktan is going to kill me... oops, i almost revealed our entire plan(:] dun worry grp 10, we DO have plans(:
yeeps, i have to start work on ss now!! or i'll neva get it done by 830... might blog again after i finish formatting the entire thing with heqi at like 11 or 12 or 1 or 2... [nopes, i dun think my mama can tah-han me to sleep so late] or if i have xing qing...
oh yes, chinese!! i still have 2 years of work to cover, tell me how?? and thru-out the leadership camp period i must also keep playing the piano, i laugh!!! how lorh?? but good news for denise!! i can stay thru'out alrr(: i went to change my timing with piano teacher today(: thanks mrs tan!!!
erps... okie, i see ss looming over me, reminding me of the immensity of the work ahead of me...
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Monday, October 24, 2005
yikes... i realised tt there is a repeated blog.. must be send wrongly then send twice... i shall delete it later... ss is scary... can you believe it?? lei and mel have already finisshed writing their article and everything and todae heqi and i are still discussing and sifting out what to do and what not, what to search and what not... argh!! scary!! yikes...erps.. my last articles was incomplete, they din autosave the last part of my entry... dunnoe what happened to that.. eeps...
yikes... i did like super badly for my math test... it was like soooo scary!! pulled down my average by 2 marks... :'(
i very sad now... doing ss proj.. troubling myself over the formatting.. i can't work the bulleting format!!! and th stuupiddd word doc keep helping to to autoformat which i sooo dun wnat at alll.. sighz.. very depressing...
haiz... i'll concentrate now.. might blog later!!!
haiz..... actually options, though fun are veryvery timeconsuming, been doing ss proj for sooo long alrr... then smmore juz had chem test... quite soooo screwed it up... i originallly wrote 'x' for qns 6 then i changed it to 'y' then turn out the answer is 'x'... ('x' and 'y' are kept confidential so that no one can accuse me of cheating or propagating the correct answers...
argh...my life is soooooo screwed up, very sad... it's like my math test was sooo not up to my expectations, pulled down my math average by like so much.
sitting beside heqi now, she's making a lot of weird comments about her gmail and oso about how short my blogs and also asking me to link her and then deciding that she doesn't want anybody to link her... tt's weird right??
somehow i think that my life is sad.... no point.. i dun see what's the point of studying... like so what if you do well in your studies, you must also excel in your CCA, leadership position, inclass work.... yadayadayada... there is no end to the amount of work that i have to do... like now, just finished chem test alrr chiong ss proj alrr... then next mug for chi o's... then next leadership camp.. then next gym camp or class camp... see which one i want to go for... then next piano exam.... then next work experience... it's like there are sooo many things continuing that you must attend to that i think im losing my direction. then there are so many choices to make everyday that i dun noe whether im making the right choices or not... scrape that, whether im making the better of the two evils decision or not...
argh! im wallowing in self pity... and im supposed to be doing ss!!!
i shall change the topic, change my focus and concentrate!!! if not i'll neva do anything well
hee, ysterdae i went to visit yiwei's blog, she sounded so depressed!! cheer up yiwei!!!! haha, her blog entried as sooo cool... sound very cheem, unlike my childish wails...
i just realised that my blog doesnt' look the same on this comp... how come??
Sunday, October 23, 2005
helloe... can you guys see this picture?? i took up shin jung's suggestion and used a humongous picture... (courtesy to aster)anyway, now that the picture is sooooooooo huuuuuugggggggggeeeeeeeee and there is sooooo much empty space... i think that i shud blog more and fill up the huuuge space at the bottom dere...
and there is a lot of empty space around the pic too!! suggestion as to what i shud fill it up with?? anyway, chem quiz tmr, so mugging... then ss proj due on wed so discussing!! haven't started yet!! smmore got chi sec 3 and 4 stuff to mug...
:'(
i want to cry....
anyway's tt's all for now... i also dunnoe what to say...
buhbye~!